M i s c o n c e p t i o n

The biggest misconception about me, is that I'm your average girl. One look at me, and people think I'm mean and that I'm rude, and even that I'm a whore. But let me tell you, those are lies. Looking at me just once wont tell you who I am, looking at me twice wont accomplish anything either. I play video games, I like Final Fantasy, and adore Kingdom Hearts. I love racing games, but don't know shit about cars. I enjoy things other people don't. I like listening to rock music, and rap makes me gag. I love to dance, and I enjoy singing while I'm in the shower or driving in my car. I hate shopping in the mall, and my mom does most of my shopping. I don't like plain colors, instead I like to color my nails bright green, or bright pink! I want to have a different colored hair! I love going camping, and yet I fear bugs. I like to play basketball, swim, and run, even though I'm not great at it. I used to like playing with Yu-Gi-Oh cards when they were the thing back in the day. I like silly bands, and I still watch Dora with my little brother to improve my Spanish skills, it is a big help! I always want to be skinner, but I admit I'm not ugly nor am I fat, just a little chubby. I can't be sexy, but I can be cute. I'm shy around guys who admit they like me, so don't tell me you like me. I like to roleplay sometimes, when I'm in the mood. I still play Pokemon games when I'm bored, and I love animals. Cats are my favorites, but I want a dog as well. I want to go skydiving, and I want to go bungee-jumping and scuba diving and cliff diving. I want to live a romantic fairy tale I watch in movies. I like driving fast, I like the thrill it gives me. I want to go travel the world and take pictures with the seven wonders of the world. I like to walk in the jungle and woods at nights with a flashlight, telling scary stories with my friends. I like walking around the block with my sister, and I like hitting the gym with my ipod. I work at ihop and about to start college.

You see, I'm not average at all. I may be a little weird, but not a bit average.

My s i s t e r

I wish you were my sister, not that I hate my sister, but I wouldn't mind having another to call my own and beat on them (j/k). But before I say anything, I want to tell you something, I love you and I want to thank you for introducing me to Sana Ali - who has become one of my closest friends. But enough of that girl! This isn't about her, but instead it is of you. And no, I didn't post your own post last because I hated you, but because you were the most important. Because I needed to collect my thoughts, I needed to think of memories, I needed to edit this beautiful picture of you I found. It shows everyone the same smile you shower me in, the same friendliness you wrap everyone you meet in. Did I mention I love your cute curly hair. I wish I could look so good in short hair, but sadly I don't. It's OK, I'll stick to the long you stick to the short.

Anyways, let us continue our grand talk about nobody other then you. Here is a memory I will always remember - one day I was at your house and we were playing some video game on the Nintendo. I think it was Pokemon, but then again who gives a damn? So yeah, we got into an argument during the game and suddenly you threw the controller at me and it hit me in the knee, and you made me bleed. (/Gasp) Yes, you made me bleed so feel guilty. I ran away then, in someone's bedroom, and hid in the closet, crying, and muttering about how much I hated you. But one hug from you, (the same person who abused me) made me feel happy again.

I can't stay mad at you, not when you look like a puffy, cute, jiggly-puff! I just want to squeeze you, and love you forever and forever. Haha, I remember also when I first came to your house and hid away with my mom like some feral child. But your mom was like "give them a few minutes and they'd be OK." Well guess what, few minutes later we were on the ground, squealing and crawling, pretending we were Pokemon, remember!

And I love the way you dance, those awesome arm movements, and wiggle body things, and the whole worm like thing. At my graduation party, July 16-ish, you better dance or I'm personally going to escort you out.

I admit, we have had our bad tim- oh wait! Remember that one time I thought I could beat you in karate and I threw a hesitant punch and suddenly you grabbed my arm and threw me to the ground and break into your dramatic giggle/evil laugh laughter, yes, I remember that, oh the pain!

Now, back to what I was saying, we've had our good times and our best, and I know you think I'm bossy and mean but get over it. (j/k) And I want to thank you for seeing through my countless flaws, and accepting me for who I am. And thank you for ditching me countless times when I come over your house to go to the park and you force me to follow you like a beaten puppy.

But thank you again. I hope this post will do me some justice for taking so long on your own blog. Forgive me, (/bows to you & then...pounces!)

I love you Muska.